Damn New Job

Don't get me wrong, I love my kick-ass new bartending job, but 10 hour training shifts on top of working my other job in the daytime is getting taxing. I missed filming with VEER! today and I'm pretty upset with myself on that one, I made obligations and basically bailed, however, against my own will. I got off work at 3:30, went to bed at 4:00, set my alarm for 6:00, and sure enough my body(and probably mind too) would not allow me to wake up to numerous phone calls and alarms. But maybe this is a sign that I shouldn't wear myself so thin, if only the body could take more awake time and less sleep time. This would be ideal. Still, it makes me feel lazy, there are people out there who have 3 kids, go to school full time and work 2 jobs, so I try to never bitch about being tired or stressed out because comparatively speaking, it seems I have it pretty easy. I just want to say sorry to Pat and Jesse for not showing up, I will call them later. Off to my last 10 hour training shift of wearing next to nothing, being hit on by my boss, getting soaked and sticky in booze, and flirting with people in order to make money. Excuse me, can someone help me find my dignity?!?!?!